When my girlfriend broke up with me she said that our relationship was too transactional. I had mused that about how easy it was to be with her. It surprised me when I considered how much time we spent together and how much I liked spending time with her. I wasn’t in love with her in the overwhelming emotional way I have been in the past, but when we were apart I was always thinking about when we would be back together. Now that we don’t spend time together I feel there is a hole in my life and I think about her all the time. I’m moving on I guess, but it sucks.